19th of JULY.

i was at my friends house. it was nightime, and there were lots of people inside. they were all so welcoming but i became increasingly anxious as the time passed. at one point i was in the garage.
her house was so big, i couldn't even explore half of it. i've had the same dream before, with her and her family and her big house. eventually, i got so scared i called my mom and drove home.

18th of MAY.

big indoor playground. school atmosphere. lots of people running around. i was being ignored on purpose. you didn't like me anymore, and you were lying to my face. i found your messages. you would just do anything to get away from me.

17th of JANUARY.

two boys sat beside me on a couch. one of them was angry, left me alone. when he came back, he arrived with his parents. i took him to the backyard and locked him outside. the boy threw a ball at me and when i hit it back at him, he became sad.